the geek,

I'm just another guy next door.
Stop bothering me if you have nothing for me.

Monday, December 07, 2009

shit just happens.

and certain times i do sit alone, wondering about stuffs,
thinking "how come it became my problem?"

i did not do anything to cause anything. it shouldnt not even bother me at all.
but how come i got dragged in?
idk.

they simply put their problems into my problems.
by making everything sounds like it should be my fault.

i've already been in all these shits for a long time.
why won't it end?

from time to time, i kept thinking that i had enough. really enough.
why cant they put themselves in my shoe and look at the things around them?

no they wont.
maybe its just them; or its just me.

i tried so shut myself out from all the things.
but sometimes things just don't work the way it should be. or rather, the way i wished it can be.

i had almost no one to turn to.
i only have khoo giving advice from time to time when i really really needa talk.

probably i aint good at showing out my emotions.
i feel so weak and helpless behind my smile and laughter.
i feel so superficial.

if only i am that good to play how i feel on my guitars.
if only i am myself.
if only they understand.
if only..
if only....
if only... ...

.................................

sorry for the shitty post tonight, to whoever that's reading.

i think i'm a normal person too, thats why i'm writing all these.

probably i'm sad.

maybe i'm confused.

idk anymore.

good night.

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