the geek,

I'm just another guy next door.
Stop bothering me if you have nothing for me.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

it took andy 5 times with his sincerity to move joey.

i hope i dun need so many times.

i failed 2 times. now i'm feeling the same that i felt in april/may. i think she must have felt this way too when i wasnt there for her.

it hurts so much. super depressed now. have never felt this pain in my heart before. the feeling sucks. it sucked so much that i wanna go awol and take a break. dunnoe la. just fucking stressed. it may be true that its only from late feb till now that i know u, but my feelings do not lie.

may the rest withness wad i write, with my pride, integrity and name,

i now promise
that if we get back again,
i will not neglect her,
be there when she needs me,
and will be my priority and duty to: take care of her,
protect her,
love her,
at all times.
and to stand by her and give her my support,
for all the things she do,
for whatever things that we face.


for she was the one that made me believed in love when the word was removed from my library. i believe in miracles. and i hope it will really happen. i once heard before one. the power of love can make the dead alive and touch heaven's heart. i now believe in it.

may time be the judge for the outcome.

i really feel the pinch. yes, and i cannot imagine how u went tru this. it was indeed suffering.

=(

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