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Wednesday, September 12, 2007


sometimes you know,

i simply feel that i am crazy. at least i can feel it that way.

i have been real busy lately that i have not much time for other nonsense until today when i went to readup abit on the news.

people must have think that i am crazy but i am supporting democracy in singapore. or should i say, i am support the vision and views of the singapore democratic party.

i remembered wad pc told me, "so what if the opposition party wins? it only takes them one term (4 years) to make singapore sink if they nv handle things properly. why not let the party that already has the base and experience handle it?"

i have to agree to that fully. however, everyone has to bear in mind the word democracy.

a fully democractic party will be running on policies based on how the people wants it. in other words, we can say that it is not really the politicians running the government but in fact the people running for themselves. the politicians are the people helping the people by leading them to think in a more democractic way and to come up with policies benefiting the country and its people. whether or not to be executed still lies with the decision of the people.

Singapore's roughly 4.5 million people already rank as among the best educated (literacy is nearly 93 percent and universal among those over age 15). based on this, i couldnt possibly say that the people doesnt know how to think for themselves, can i?

my parents and alot of people shared the same views as me. but none had the courage to do so (so am i). this is because the of the local law. one step wrong and i am done for. there goes my future.

i was invited to meet up with this high ranking personnel from the singapore democractic party (for coffee?) but i didnt reply to his email coz my mum simply objected me from doing such act. i can understand how she feels for her son but i am really quite interested.

i lack that kinda support from my kin ones. i had nv shared this with my good friends as they will prolly say that i am off my mind.

i feel so much standing on a small stone in the middle of a river running at high speed. one wrong step and i will be washed away.

i seriously have to start plan things out now. i need to know where i am heading towards and what i need, what i really want.

who knows, i may end up in jail just like chee.

pls wake me up if u think i am crazy abt all these shits.

i really need your opinions on this.

=(

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