fragments of lost memories,

splat on ur fayce.

the geek,

I'm just another guy next door.
Stop bothering me if you have nothing for me.


Saturday, April 28, 2007


i feel so sad and moody now. its soo sudden. of coz i am not having things like pms or wad la (how can i have such things? imma guy dood!)

i often wonder why am i living in singapore. i have always been asking myself that question alot of times. why singapore. its my fate i guess. shitty and unlucky.

the world is so realistic. no one knows how i feel and wad i am thinking at times. there aint any1 to share my shits with except for kua. only the 2 of us de thinking is alike. we think the same way. or can i say, more mature? all the rest of my other friends were either too childish or cant be bothered. they are the types that live each day as it passes.

nvm wad they say.

time is very important to me now, and of coz, money. i seriously cannot afford to lose them.
but before that, i need to find a way to get sgd 70k to fund my studies for the double bachelor in business and psychology (which was wad i have always wanted to study!!). it just sucks that we need the piece of paper to get good jobs. i cant afford to lose any time and money to get a proper piece of paper for future.

i am sooo sad and pissed now.

fuck.

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