the geek,

I'm just another guy next door.
Stop bothering me if you have nothing for me.

Sunday, May 14, 2006

soo tired. came back from work just now. recently i totally have no mood to do things. just like during work i was quite sian as well. not that working sucks but then i just feel this way. i wanted some quietness. that explains why i dowan keep on lelong with them. i simply not in the mood. sorry abt it guys. today extended to full shift coz not enuf ppl. so i only had 1 hour break nia. i am quite ok with that la. coz i not hungry at all. i will feel bad if she say sorry to me. need help just say. if i can help i will do everything i can. dun ah gua here and there, sorry this sorry that. heng joey not lidat.

blogger is screwed as usual. this time i never send complaint email nia they abused it. my post edit toolbar has missing icons and i cant post properly.

today i was serving this cheena lady. from the way she talk to me hor, i have the feeling she is the $#*&@. i may be wrong or wad la. she call me "shuai ge" then this and that and when she ask me give her discount nia she stand so close to me that i move my arms abit nia i hit tio her breast. knn! then later she and her friend called some fella and then keep on "sa jiao" to that person. wa lan eh. makes me feel like they really (#&% man. and in the end she ask me talk to the person on the phone coz she dunnoe the place she is in now and ask me gif the person direction. and u noe wad? its a singaporean uncle on the line. omg la! u noe wad i thinking then ( i assume so ). the uncle ask me where am i so i told him we are at OG people's park, just beside people's park complex. the next thing he asked me is "hotel 81 nearby right? the chinatown hotel 81 there hor?" so i tell him its just nearby. then we talk talk alot and then he found the place. zzz. he is driving btw. and the lady must be erm.. u noe wad lor. so thats my conclusion.

few days ago when i went home with shirley after work we saw something. one of the guard was HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH ONE OF THE OG STAFF. we diam diam. shirley tell me dun always look there. knn he hold the lady hand leh! malays can have 4 wives but then hor doing such nonsense behind wife is simply NOT ACCEPTABLE. then today i saw them again. he wad at jurong point interchange. WOW. i didnt think they saw me. i was quite a distance from them and i happen to saw them. haa. i think the wife can hire me as PI liao. but too bad i dun do such things. its not right to tear up ppl family.

i dunnoe wad i am doing now, except that i noe i am blogging. i really wanna go overseas and play for a few days. but i no money. haix. how i wish i can go to places like cambodia or vietnam do volunteer work. but no money. unless i save up abit from my work. haa. there are too many things i wanna take part in liao. BUT no time no money. sad. if my parents noe i am paying to go overseas and is doing volunteer work nia they cfm kp me one. i hoping to find someone who can go sign up for some volunteer work with me or wad. i wanna do somethign meaningful rather than leading my life like this.

-Allan

what u see if just an illusion. when u can feel it, it comes from the heart.

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