the geek,

Monday, September 26, 2005

• was watching a show called bounce on channel 8 after watching a date wif a vampire 3. japanese show. it has shown the dark side of japan and the japanese high school gals and those fuckers using the gals to make money. this damn show ruin my impression of japan fully. it's as if all the high school gals in japan are very slutty, and can do anything for money. cheat ppl off their money too. i hope its not true. and watching that show makes me think of yuzune. i think her sch has started liao le. so long nv talk to her. (her english is quite bad though.. =x ) some time ago this ryosuke guy asked her to be some part time model during her summer holidays. she went for it. then just now after watching that show on channel 8, i hope that ryosuke guy isnt planning something bad (or i think too much le? lol).
  
• ok enuf of japan de things le. while i was watching tv today, i sudednly feel like being some kinda producer for music or something in that line. the show i was watching has nothing to do with this btw. i really hope that one day while i was walking on the street, i can offer those street performers a chance to make it big. the feeling is indescribable. seeing a person jump for joy when he knows that his passion for music is appreciated by someone and he can make it big is something that cane be decsribed. u can only feel it.
  
• then i oso hope that one day, i can travel ard the world, especialy going to those not so developed countries and help the people there. but i dun have vitamin m, which the most crucial vitamin in this world. having too little of it u suffer from deficiency disease, having too much of it ur body will just pass it out. its only a deficiency in it that leads to illness. excess leads to nothing. so at least, there must be sufficient vitamin m. with it, i can travel ard the world, helping those people who need help. i might not help all of them, but some. the smile on their face is something money cant buy.
  
• i sometimes told my brother abt these things and he luffed saying that i was mad. well, in the end he went to volunteered to help in a nearby child care centre coz he said that the condition there was super bad. those people there almost cannot take it. the kids are super extreme. and wads worst is that some primary sch kids (quite young ones) formed some sorta gang inside and bully those "weaker" ones. they even went to beat up a kid just to snatch his hand held console to play. wtf sia. i wonder wads happening to the kids these days. must be the tv de fault. and where are the parents? wad are they doing? their kids are going astray as day passes. i can understand that they need to work to support the family BUT, i think that there is a need for parents to teach their kids properly and not burden the teachers with all the teaching. the life and society is beginning to turn upside down. its so unlike the past. take japan as example. in the past and now is complete different thing. thats just sad.
  
• everything has changed. technologies are advancing everyday. the world is brought closer and closer as technology advances. global warming is still a problem until now. more and more holes to the ozone layer as days pass. the earth is getting drier and drier by the usage of fuels. the people are changing. the rich gets richer and the poor gets poorer. people born poor in those 3rd world countries will be poor forever.no one said everything is fair. nothing was made fair. fairness can only be attained when u fight for it. china is catching up and north korea is still as stupid with all their communist shits. people are racist. some races are being discrimited badly in some countries. the kids are getting more and more violent (look at those ang moh countries like usa). people got so engrossed in playing online games that they can even dun care about work (china sets a law for playing MMORPGs in china. the maximum time limit is only 3 hours per day and they need at least 4-8 hours of rest before playing again. ppl violating this may lead to some game penalties, fine or even jailed). people can even commit suicide jus tby playing onlline games (an idiot from japan committed suicide after attaining a one and only item in FFXI and the server crashed. all his items were gone. he spent all his savings playing that game. stupid, isnt he?).
  
• i guess everyone has neglected something. something is missing. i feel it, but i dunnoe wad is missing. maybe one day i will find out the answer. i dunnoe. i just know, at least, do something good. u might not be repaid with anything, but the satisfaction u get is priceless. the smiles of the people whom u helped, priceless. maybe this is wad i wanna say for today. seeing people smile is a great thing, really. everyone is suppose to be born happy, not sad.