the geek,

screwed.. totally..

Monday, August 22, 2005

• woke up at 850 liddat this morning. i was supposed to wake up at near 7am to my ecd thing. well, its not the part that i suppose to do but its suppose to be jason's part. he did the wrong things and i am suppose to cover him up. in the end bert and manda did up his part. well, that kinda sucks.
• i took bus to sch today, and i was late by near 20 mins. i saw this friend of cheng wee (i forgotten his name liao le) at jp so we took bus together to sch. we were talking abd dota again.. seems that there are alot of noobs ard us.. LOL.. we were noobs once as well.. but WE LEARN how to improve. unlike those noobs.. they are simply the worst things in a game. (er.. i dun mean anything bad to them la but they are really this bad lor.. bo pian)
• my class was having hrm presentation. today its eileen de grp and clifford de grp presenting. i went into the class when cliff was presenting halfway. shouldnt have went in sia.. because when jason came (he came later than me aft cliff finished their grp de presentation) and teacher was asking if he was outside the class waiting for the presentation to end before coming in. and she said that there were some students who actually do that as to not disturb the class.
• late for submission for my ecd project proposal. we are so dead.b . erm.. i oso dunnoe how to say.. it seemed that the work harrison gave us was quite wrong. he did the financial reports part and it seemed that its abit wrong.. as in the calculations.. then we have to redo. ended up we took ONE WHOLE DAY to finish up that part. DIE. joseph seet will kill us for sure. then tml is my blaw presentation. DIE AGAIN. i wonder how many times i gonna die this week sia.. i understand that its the lunar 7th month but then why i so cham de? need to die so many times.. >.< >
• stay in sch to do till ard 7 liddat. then went to clementi take 99 home. heng today i wear long sleeve sia.. the bus is VERY COLD as expected. i can even hear some gals from behind saying that the bus is very cold.. AS USUAL.. they mentioned the word lor.. so i guess its not me only who thinks that the bus is cold.. hahaz..
• and today my handphone was on ULTRAMAN mode. why do i say that? well, my phone de joystick there will start to blink wif red light when its low on bat. haha.. ultraman oso liddat de mah.. when he low on energy le his heart there the something will oso blink.. LOL.. i now present the new SONY ERICSSON T-ULTRAMAN (oso known as T-610. the 610 is the codename of ultraman.. lolx) handphone. -_-"
• while i was on the bus, i passed by international business park and i saw Creative Labs. yes, the one that sim wong hoo started up. the words CREATIVE with the lightings looked quite nice.. looking at it, i start to reflect on myself... the things i did and have achieved so far.. nothing at all.. i did nothing and achieved nothing.. sad to say la.. but it seems that i am getting further and further away from my dream.. like last week, during one of our lectures, the lecturer said something like "some ppl plan ahead of them. even b4 they graduate from sch. wads more, they even decided which company to work for etc etc.." and manda was like "hey allan.. it sounds like u leh.." and i'm like -_- ya ya.. well.. really wad.. from young.. i think since primary sch.. due to the influence of my chinese teacher.. i have been sim wong hoo here and there.. the things that he went tru this and that.. working for him means alot to me.. and i hope that one day.. i can have a company like him.. and even take over his one.. (wahaha i sound so evil sia.. LOL.)
• then hor.. my poor sister dun haf gown to wear on her birthday party.. she wanted one badly.. and i think the theme of her party is some fairy tale thing de ar.. coz its her 16th bday and she said 16 yrs old for gals is fairytale.. 18 yrs old is reality.. and she wanted to wear a gown on that day.. but then she like no $ get one.. hmm.. looks like the poor brother gonna get one for her.. at least my dumb sister will be happy for her fairytale age.. i think 16 is the last age for the fairytale.. so must be happy and unforgettable.. so next time when she grow up hor.. at least she got nice memories la.. haha.. she so hao ming sia.. never in my life did i had such kinda grand birthday before lor.. at most is order buffet invite ppl come my hse nia.. hers was like so powder pack la.. hahaz.. i only know most of the time my birthday hor.. teo celebrate wif me de.. so touched sia.. he really brother.. last year one i nearly cried when they celebrated for me lor... ya.. its something that words cannot explain. u can only feel it. no grand bday celebrations is ok.. so long as i have friends with me and remember me can liao le.. wads sad last year was that even my parents forgot abt my bday.. and my brothers actually remembered.. really.. if only u, who is reading this, know how it feels when u have such friends. they nv gimme anything oso nvm.. just a plain "happy birthday" word from them to me is more than everything.. really.. (but of coz la.. got celebrate is better ma.. LOL..)

-allan
why is the cloud crying? its because of the love tragedies that the people above them had caused to the people living below the clouds.