the geek,

the weirdest dream

Monday, July 18, 2005

• i had some kinda weird dream last night. i bet u guys must be laughing at me if u read this.. but i really dunnoe wads happening la.. i just feel so strange.. and its so real.. ya..
• but the strange thing is, i cant remember the whole dream. its weird. but i can remember certain things only. but i will try to write as much as i can remember..
• so.. the dream starts lidat.. i was outside with my friends. then we somehow were at some place and there is this enclosed area surrounded by glass walls (see tru de) like some kinda office lidat. and i saw this girl there talking to some adult. she was so cute and i really wanna know her badly. and the next thing i know is that i was in my class.. it seems like something has happened to me or wad and i was saying about that in class.. and it happened that this girl was in my class.. she suddenly said hi to me and shook hands with her.. i remembered i had a ring on my right hand de middle finger.. then she something like she wanted to listen to my story.. and so i told her.. then we were together.. i think its raining or somewhat.. and then we were talking about something i cant remember.. ya.. and i believe there are alot of things that happened in my dream.. but i dunnoe why i cant recall them at all.. fuck.. but then.. this girl in the dream seemed so real.. its as if i have seen her somewhere before.. and i had the feeling that i have known her for a long time.. and the strange thing is, in my dream, i never ask for her name.. and now, i keep asking myself why didnt i ask her her name.. and i cant really picture her face in my mind.. strange.. but it felt like i really know her.. and i woke up super late despite sleeping early last night.. and i believe that dream was throghout my whole sleep.. (think so) hmm.. i was telling wei hong about this and he said that "hey.. maybe its ur dream girl" and i am like "ya.. maybe.." but then it really is as if i am fully inside my dream.. i can really feel it.. that i have known her for a very long time.. and she knows me for a long time.. its as if the dream was real.. so real that i tot that the dream was reality.. its only that when i got awaken thanks to my mother that i realised tat its a dream.. strange huh? i never felt so real in my dreams before.. never ever.. or perhaps there is this person? i really dunnoe.. maybe i might get to meet this person in futute? i can only hope so..
• and this dream just struck an idea to me.. the idea of writing a story.. but too bad that i read too little books and i have bad grammar, vocab and etc etc. maybe this story is about a dream. the guy that dreamt of this girl whom he never seen before. like my case. and he wishes to find that girl and be with that gal. in other words, he is trying to get that girl out of his dream and to reality. or, he lives in that world (i hope this does not happen in the story). but it will be based on the dream that this guy had. and what he will be doing. and the people that he met. might sound stupid to u ppl.. but then it might be something like M.A.R , if u guys have read the book before.. the guy that dreamt of this "another world" that does not exist. but he was being summoned into that "world". sort of similar to that i think.. but i am not copying that guy's idea. that guy's idea is that this guy read alot about those worlds with magic etc etc liao then thinks that the world really exist. and it really does and he was summoned to that world. but i just write this down here just in case i forget that i actually dreamt of this and plan to write a story on something like this.. i hope i can really write a book.. ya.. and i know u ppl are luffing.. might be funny for u ppl.. but i make sure u wun luff if u ever see a book with me as author in the future. that is IF, i can ever write it.